I’m baaaccckkkk with my next instalment of why the Piano is my creative heart beat ♥
I dreamed I’d learn one day and knew deep inside of me, I would have my very own piano one day. And – now I do! Never would I imagine that it would come into my life the way it has.
Fourteen years back I bought a Casio Keyboard (I lived in Cairns then) and took up lessons. I had only four. Those lessons sadly came to a close when I returned to Brisbane to be with my Mum who had been diagnosed with a brain tumour that eventually killed her twelve months later.
So did I continue having piano lessons after that? Nah, not likely, too busy being consumed by grief and trying to get my life back on track so I just got on with it and wrote. Which I still am, and this is a good thing. I’ve had small wins, major fails – but generally happy with my creative progress.
And here I am fourteen years after those early lessons and a real piano turns up at my door and I’m like WOW! Can I just stop and cry now with overwhelming joy!
I’m back having lessons and I suck, but I adore it soooooo’ much that I don’t care

Being tuned - isn't it beautiful? Just like a harp.
The piano is divine. It was made with love, and given in love. The eleven year old kid inside of me dances and sings and my heart does crazy flip flops every time I look at it. Every time I lift the lid and hover my clumsy fingers across the keys, they tremble with anticipation of playing something beautiful, something lively, something bluesy and possibly something even scary.
My dream from so long ago is here waiting for me to learn and play and enjoy. I know deep inside of me with all that passion and creative energy: music + film + photography + writing + travel = Success!!
These things are pivotal energies that inspire me, and mesh, and merge – sometimes with ugly results – but nevertheless these are just some of the things that make me who I am. Make me the passionate person I am. The over excitable person that is more excited about seeing people get on a plane than they are. The one who screams and shouts and sings as loud as my voice can carry in a room full of people half my age at a gig that gets my pulse racing, my energy moving, and my feet dancing.
The passionate being that I always want to be no matter my age, no matter how grown up other people think I should be. And I like being in touch with that eleven year kid who had passion to burn and saw beauty and wonder in almost everything – some tried to knock it out of me, sure, and they succeeded for awhile. But never again. Passion is the creative heartbeat ♥ we all need to nurture.
Remember whatever your passions are, nuture them, hold onto them, never let them go because dreams really do come true
Midnight rambler content with the knowledge that one day she will be good enough…
If you missed Part I here tis: >>>Read [HERE]
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